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Reza, R.I.P

Fri Feb 20, 2009, 11:55 AM
This is life
It's a test
It's a game
Did you pass?
Play again
In the hope
That you see
Where you've been
It's the fame
It's the drugs
It's the social circle that you're not part of
It's the fear
It's everybody else, it can't be me
You're the reason I can't control myself
You are the reason I can't control myself
You're the reason I can't control myself
You are the reason I can't control myself
I can't control myself
I am done
With this war
I will spit right in the face of all you whores
In the hope
That you see
Where you've been
It's the fame
It's the drugs
It's the social circle that you're not part of
It's the fear
It's everybody else, it can't be me
You're the reason I can't control myself
You are the reason I can't control myself
You're the reason I can't control myself
You are the reason I can't control myself
It's the world
On its knees
It's the heaven that everyone seems to need
It's the light
It's the focus that you cannot seem to find
The fame
The fear
The social circle that you can't get near
The drugs
It's everybody else, it can't be you
You're the reason I can't control myself
You are the reason I can't control myself
You're the reason I can't control myself
You are the reason I can't control myself
You're the reason I can't control myself
You are the reason I can't control myself
You're the reason I can't control myself
You are the reason I can't control myself

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: valhalla
  • Watching: memories
  • Drinking: tequilla

Memories

Sun Feb 8, 2009, 4:25 AM
More than this
A certain divide ask yourself why
More than this
Turn back in time wondering why

Then you’ll see, tears won’t wash this away
Memories of the years that started the pain

All of this
Thoughts that unite long been denied
All of this
Anger ignites a lasting goodbye

Then you’ll see, tears won’t wash this away
Memories of the years that started the pain

Can’t you see tears won’t wash out the rage?
Memories fallen years that started the hate

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: pink floyd - on the turning away
  • Reading: ---
  • Watching: misey
  • Playing: with my hair
  • Eating: ---
  • Drinking: vodka jelly shot

Devious Journal Entry

Mon Jan 5, 2009, 2:06 AM
Fuck you, fuck me, fuck us
Fuck Darius , fuck the west coast
And fuck everybody on the east
EAT SHIT AND DIE, or fuck off at least
Fuck chickens, fuck ducks
Everybody in your crew sucks Dumb motha fucks
Fuck critics, fuck your review
Even if you like me, FUCK YOU!
Fuck your mom, fuck your mom's mamma
Fuck the Beastie Boys and the Dalai Lama
Fuck the rain forest, fuck up Forrest Gump
He probably liked it in the rump, fuck a shoe pump
Fuck the real deal, and fuck all the fakes
Fuck all 52 states


if i only could id set the world on fire
FUCK THE WORLD

Fuck Celine Dion and fuck Dionne Warwick
You both make me sick, suck my dick
Fuck the Berlin wall, both sides of it
Fuck your little brother's homie from around the way


تقدیم می کنم به دوستم! ن.و

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: brian McFadden - walking into wals
  • Watching: دوست &
  • Playing: with my Ear
  • Eating: the darkness

Sorrow

Wed Dec 24, 2008, 4:13 AM
شروع کردم، نوشتم
شروع کردم، خواندم
شروع کردم،کاشه ای تریاک
دستان منتظر به گرفتن وافور
پک زدم،
شروع شد، اشک
شروع ترس
نوشتم تشنه ام،
تشنه لب های سردت
دستان گرمت
آه
مغز من گم شده در حرکت ساکن غلیظ دود
کجایی

کجایی که از این رنج نجاتم دهی ؟
ای
یاد آن روز
یاد آن ترس
بوسه های تند،
یادش، آه
یاد چنگ انگشتانت روی سرم و رد خونین عشق روی گردنم،
آری این باز دود بود که توهم با تو بودن را به یاد آور می شد
چشمانم دریاچه رس شد
صدا به گوشم میرسد،
صدای نفسهایت، آن بخار گرم در گوشم
پک می زنم
دود
...

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Yaani- Flight Of fantasy
  • Reading: my empty fate
  • Watching: Tanin's Picture
  • Playing: with my hair
  • Eating: My brain
  • Drinking: --

Baazi

Thu Dec 18, 2008, 1:54 PM
بیا بازی، عشق من سوخت
حال نوبت توست که ببازی
من باختم، سوختم
..باید بیرون از بازی روم
آری، برنده شدی
بیا این جایزه
یک دل شکسته
یادت بماند
تو خوب
حرف نزن
تو بهتر
دلیل نیاور
زیرا دردناک است
نمی شنوم
نمی شنوم و نمی خواهم که بشنوم
آرزوی دیدار تو را در این جهنم کوچک میکردم
آه... ارزش جهنم بیشتر است
بمیر

  • Mood: Anger
  • Listening to: Xaniar- Tafre naro
  • Reading: ur dirty mind
  • Watching: my miserible life
  • Playing: hide n Seek
  • Eating: ---
  • Drinking: ---

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